Third Moon July 2020
- E.S
- Jul 16, 2020
- 11 min read
Guided channeled messages about how to Harness the energy of this Third moon coming up to a New Moon (on Monday July 20th) and some general Insights about our journey.
The Third Moon was in the sign of Aries moving into Taurus, the messages I received was that what we should strive for during this time is to bring forward our characteristics of "well grounded, calm and steady moods" This will assist us in being the most aligned with The Moon.
Fire + Devils and Angels. Let's talk about it. In all of this, who am I to you?
Song channeled: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOfr66ho6J0
"In the position you're in you are not able to see how things really are playing out. You are not seeing how the Scale is tipping into balance. You are not trusting that all is fair + you're not letting go of the past."
I've never heard this song before. It gives of the energy of knowing where you are going and why. Devils and Angels talk about the way we discern our own Surroundings, Question it! Who is your friend? Who is your foe?
On the day of the Third Moon phase I found myself questioning the intentions of one of my close friends. I tried to believe she wishes me well. But that's not what my intuition was telling me. My intuition screamed at me that she is not safe, because she does not wish to understand me. And that I am being asked to look at where within myself I am fuelling this feeling of unsafely. Where am I fighting against understanding myself? Where am I being unsafe? The last couple of times that I've been with this person I would get an allergic reaction immediately after we'd part ways. Sneezing, coughing, rashes, swollen eyes EVERYTHING. Very unsettling. This time she called me and wanted to meet up the following day. I did not want to but agreed to it anyways. Hung up. 5 min... Soooo swollen eyes. Bad allergic reaction! The advise that I'm getting with this is to take back your own energy, be in full control over where your energy/attention goes. Seek to understand, not "fix" yourself.
Look at the flow of energy between you and your surrounding. What are you feeding? This phase that we are going through feels like a tough one. It feels as if something is constantly pulling our attention away from what we really want to create. It feels as if we can never succeed in raising our own vibration, no matter how much shadow work we do. We feel as if there's a plot against our own Success. And that makes us feel unsafe. It feels dark, gloomy and wet.
This blog post is targeted towards (note: if you are here, there's probably a message in here for you)
The Divine Feminines in a female body, currently in sync with The Red Moon Cycle (bleeding on the Full Moon). Also for those of you struggling with your moon cycle, and your intuition guided you here. Let's heal together!
From Ezzie Spensers Lunar Calendar (but reversed for Red Moon):
I take Discerning action to support my intention.
The Fire card that I pulled for the Third Moon Phase reading, talks about spontaneity, inspiration, intuition and big passions.
During this reading, and whilst trying to write this post (as you may notice it's a couple days late) I've channeled Saint Sabina. I only heard her name at first.. but then she shared a meditation to work with as well as crystals and herbs.. I'll soon come to that. I tried googling information about her but nothing resonates. This was a very quiet, tormented woman, whomever I'm picking up on. She tells me about spells and protection and amulets. I'm not one down for "protection", in fact I'm usually against it.. because I wish to be able to take care of absolutely everything on my own. But she talks to me and I can't help but listed. I'd be a fool not to. Something about a thin vail.. and that the energies of the "war" are impacting us strongly. The angels are crying (she just said, as it's raining.) She's very calm. I don't feel threatened at all. But she is also sad. A sadness that comes from someone seeing the future. It has been a couple of years since she first appeared to be but today is the first time that I am actually acknowledging her. Perhaps it's her sadness that has been putting me off. I don't like my own sadness, and I tend to avoid it in others. She talks to me, very personally, about how important it is to know one’s place. She shows me the images of some action movie that I've not watched..(actually it might be a medieval battle). Theres a woman, or a man.. I can't tell.. both... that take something from their market table-stand where they were selling items (herbs included) and they run off just as splinters fly through the space where they were standing.
She tries to point my attention towards what would have happened if that person did not follow their calling. That feeling feels like nothingness. It feels like me. It feels like something I morphed into when I was a child. I believe this is the Spirit guide showing me where exactly I abandoned my own inner calling. She's not shaming me, she simply wishes that I will choose better. That I will shift my timelines. Something about the energies right now are calling us to detach. Detach from our fragmented perspectives of how things are/ should be. Instead to really ground ourselves in the Now. I've been avoiding doing this for the past days. (hence the late update) Not to say that it feels scary. But I guess it does. Honestly, something is frightening me right now. And this comes from a person who has suppressed the feeling of fear throughout all this lifetime. I know exactly how to supress fear when it comes up. I know exactly how to get in attack mode when threatened. I'd like to say that I never feel fear. But that's not true. I am in fear.. without consciously choosing to recognise it. Meaning I become powerless to my own fears.
Saint Sabine is telling me to share my Spiritual knowledge with the world. She tells me it's vast. I'm telling her that it's not needed. Nobody believes it. She shows me the medieval market war scene again. It's chaotic. Whatever that person was getting and doing, it was beneficial. It was of service to others. It brought a lot of safety. To be honest, I don't quite know How to share my Spiritual knowledge.. it's all in my head, right? Sabine is telling me that those who need it will find it, as long as I take the steps to put it out there. I'm feeling a wave of shame... I'm ashamed to think that I have Spiritual powers to share with others. I feel shame because in the eyes of my parents (i.e my whole world) me stepping into my power (self imagined power?) would mean to position myself above others. I can only assist if I believe someone needs assistance. So we call it “to serve" others, in order to not be seen as the oppressors. But I would first and foremost be doing it for my own benefit. If it's my purpose to teach, why should I have to make others my student? Aren't I forcing others to simply comply with my own views? Great, great sadness washes over me, trying to cover up the emotion of being utmost terrified of my own parents. Terrified of taking place. Terrified by that fact that the only way I've seen how to take place in this world, is by taking it from someone else. A belief I acquired when I learned that opposite opinions meant danger, and to keep one's opinion you must have the strongest will, most authority or conquer and demolish the will of others.(note: my parents were mere victims of victims of a society built on control under the name of "Unity". I do not wish to have my truth be played out against theirs, nor anybody else's for that matter. I am digging in my past with the purpose to understand in what direction to create my future. I am fully aware that how I perceived things in the past was not always how others perceived them.) This is not a Soul Truth of mine. This is a filter I have adopted in order to keep myself a little safer than the circumstances I was in when the filter was formed. But lies will never grant us safety. I'm sharing this today, for you to look at who you really are. Where are you feeling shame? What is that shame trying to keep you safe from? Where might that pseudo- safety, in essence, be a resistance to being in the Now?
Call to safety. Of utmost importance to create safety. I just sensed some other Spiritual Guides joining (as well as Arcturians) to share a message. To fellow witches. I don't like the term. Fellow Wise ones. Sounds as if we're elderly. Sisters of Light sounds like a cult. I don't like it either. There seems to me that I have resistance towards women uniting. But that's exactly what we are called to do. Yes like bonfires in the woods/ nature.. all of that. Rise of the Feminines. I like that. That sounds like a title to an action movie. Badass. The Protectors? The Givers? Do we even need a label?? They are showing me that (sadly) for the next 10 years (???!!!) this "sisterhood" gathering is in the Spiritual realms. So I guess meet me there? Ok I'm getting unserious/unfocused... It's just heavy energy transmuting and I feel really lonely in it all... typing all this at a computer... talking to Spirits in my head. #crazy
"Keep doing the work nonetheless. It will pay off. It is of utmost importance!"
They are calling me to share information about how to contain and preserve energy. It seems that there are many structures in place to distort our power of INTENTION. The ability to focus on the present moment. We are powerful creators. We are only able to create in the now. And we are always creating in the now. If we don't get really good at keeping our intentions we will be affected by the structures/systems that make sure we create from our unconsciousness.
They want me to make a vow. A vow that I chose to step into my Spiritual knowing and embrace it, to stand in my power. To follow my calling and trust in my Soul that this calling will bring healing and Love to mankind and all of creation. It's a heavy vow to plead to. It is not in alignment will all of my past. I don't know where that new vibration will take me. But for you. All of us. Yes. Yes. Yes. I promise.
Nettle lat. Urtica dioica
Nettle is highly protective and assists in curse breaking. It will help you focus your intention back to the now. It may help you ground. I brew Nettle tea with Cinnamon. Please do your re-search prior to consuming. It also, according to old Slavic traditions, is blood cleansing.
Channeled Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MLfD5CooS7Q
I have it- The Moon Made Priestesses. When I was a child my online nickname was Moonmade. That sounds cool. I can agree to that!
We can't run from our spirituality dear, Moon Made Priestesses (nope, sounds quirky.. scratch that)
Our spirituality is that "thing" on the market table.. our inner calling. That which enables us to create safety in the 3D realm as well. I don't know yet how that will look. I imagine a lot of people will fall away from my life because they seize to be a vibrational match. I’m hearing that that's a risk that I should take, knowing that the truth of this universe is expansion... Let Others Voluntarily Evolve.
"You stay in your truth, you stay in your knowing, Do Not do as feels "comforting". You live from One Lunar Eclipse to the next.. always waiting for the next powerful gateway to bring you that Change that all fibres of your body scream that you're destined to embody. No more Lunar Eclipses. No more waiting for change. I call you to action now because the war is now. You're not seeing it, but your anxious heart knows. It screams to you that whatever is going on right now cannot continue. Your mind is worried because it does not see the future. It's time for you to listen to your heart, create the future and calm your mind. Nothing like this has ever existed before. But the time is now. Commit to your own path now, and assist others who come to you. People will come to you, we will guide them to you. Stay in your knowing. Hold your intentions and detach from the systems. Every time anxiousness in your heart arises listen to it! That tells you that you are currently not holding your intention and you are creating unconsciously! You will lose yourself if you continue doing that! If you lose yourself all your inherited power will add to the pool of energy infused by the structures you wish to break down. Pain. Suffering. Your energy will not seize to exist. But it will change form. You NEED to start creating consciously. You need to unite fellow women, fellow healers. You need to ensure that you are each others safety net! You need each others support. This is not "oh I'll read tarot cards on Wednesday" type of a deal. This is a " I cannot afford Not stepping into my Spiritual knowing full-time" The hard part will be bringing that energy down and encoring it to Earth. Do what you came here to do. Build the Grid system stronger, and call forward others to join you.. energetically they will. No words even need to be spoken. Apprentice of Silence. But your intentions need to be held."
- A.o.S
Affirmation
I promise to embrace my Spiritual knowledge, and live by it, create from it. I promise to learn from my past and allow it to exist without unconsciously creating through the filters that my past has presented me with. I allow those who are not a vibrational match to my current state to peacefully exit my reality, and I allow myself to be drawn to people places and opportunities that will allow me to share my unique essence and Divine love with the world. I allow myself to Embody my unique version of the Divine Feminine. So be it, and so it is. Amen.
Celenite (Moon) Meditation with Saint Sabine
For returning your power back to Yourself. For sealing your auric fields. For greater connection with True self.
Start by laying down. Close your eyes. Emerge your body in a sphere of golden light, with every breath you take allow that golden light to change density, become more solid, on the outside. Until the Golden light has formed a shield around you... Now imagine it crystallises into Celenite. You are surrounded by a thick sphere of Celenite. Together with you in this Sphere you may bring your favourite piece of Labrodorite crystal and/or you closest Spiritual Guide. They will serve as comforters. Answering any of your questions that may arise at any given time.
Imagine Divine platinum Source Light Sip through the Celenite Sphere, like beams of light through a window. Know that Only Divine Light is able to sip through Celenite. Let this Light nourish you.
With the assistance of your crystal/ Spiritual Guides, release the energies of lower frequencies that are currently keeping you in a loop. Allow yourself to cut ties with those who are no longer a match to your desired vibration. See this stagnant energy slipping off you like mud off a rooftop. The intention is that you're releasing everything that's keeping you "stuck in the mud". See how the mud slips through the Celenite Sphere and evaporates in a violet/blue flame on the other side of the Sphere. It does not stain the Celenite. Celenite does not require cleaning. See how you at any given time are able to release "mud" and that it is unable to access you ever again.
When you're done. Give thanks to your guides and your crystals, know that you are able to enter this Sphere every time you're feeling drained, struggling with what direction you should move in, or simply when you need some nourishing!
Thank you very much for reading! It was a challenge to structure this blog post up.. and a lot of different energies to deal with at the same time. Really the key message is to focus as much intention as possible on creating a sense of Safety from within. Move to locations, commit to actions that make you feel safe. Safe enough that you chose to be Kind. And through that Kindness take actions. Create from a place of Kindness and Compassion, it's a state of great power. I believe that this process is what will bring the Divine Feminine into a tangible state of being. An expression of our Souls Truths.
Much Love.
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Channeled song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j6Keg3XKKjM
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